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I'm sorry. NOT.I'm sorry that I'm not you.
I'm sorry that I'm not skinny.
And that I'm not cut out for a model.
I'm sorry that I don't have a fake tan.
And that I prefer to keep my skin natural.
I'm sorry that my hair is red.
And not a fake bleach blonde like yours.
I'm sorry that I don't wear clothes that reveal too much.
And that I prefer to wear band t shirts and jeans.
I'm sorry that I don't wear those massive hoop earrings.
That I think are uncomfortable.
I'm sorry that I don't listen to the same music as you.
That I don't like the overplayed RnB songs and prefer Heavy Metal.
I'm sorry that I don't act like you.
That I don't go out every Friday night to night clubs and prefer to stay indoors and read, draw or write.
I'm sorry that I'm not as popular as you.
That I don't go around in a big group trying to act cool.
I'm sorry that I'm not as pretty as you.
That I don't cake my face with make up and just wear eyeliner.
So that's all I want to say.
five hour energyi suppose
last week was only an aftershock
of the earthquake you were before.
this place used to vibrate
with metal strings and melodic,
testimonies to life,
emitting coffee-scented moods
and the burn of it too.
i had memorized the
sounds of silence,
i couldn't help but relish it.
no longer had i known
the sounds of folk
and scent of mocha-
you became nothing more
than an echo of the laughter
i so desperately needed to hear again.
then the echoes got louder,
bouncing ferociously off the walls
to be made manifest
i walked into your room
expecting exactly what i found-
an unmade bed,
and an empty beer
(the one that you insisted you needed
just days ago).
i pressed my nose
into the pillow
for incense and cologne and starbucks
to penetrate my mind
and thinking fervently
i already know
what a clean sheet smells like."
how strong an aftershock can be,
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